February 25, 2011

Clean, Clean, Clean

Hello and welcome to my first post...it's a pleasure to have you reading! :)

This blog is BEing written from inspiration. Something I can Now see as different from intention or thought.


I am learning lots about myself in this moment that to be honest is blowing my mind!  This may not be a bad thing though, as I am realising the mind is only a minuscule part of my being.  I am realising that everything in my life IS me!

This computer IS me...the keys on this keyboard are ME.  Anyone who reads this is ME...as you read this I am connecting with a part of ME.  I realise that you are ME and I am YOU...we are as ONE.

What does realising this truth do?  If I realise this then EVERYTHING I experience IS at some level my responsibility!

Wow.  This is a shift!  Everything...every situation and ABSOLUTELY everything that happens that comes to my awareness is ME and I am responsible at some level for creating ALL of it.  And if anything needs healing...I have the power to heal it.  Negative thoughts, negative experiences....EVERYTHING IS ME....a projection from my mind that creates the world around me.

Now it is one thing to mentally understand this but another to really know it and live life As I.

How do I live my Life as the big I? 

It may feel as you read this that I am trying to explain to you how to do this but in truth you are re-remembering yourself and awakening to YOUR Own infinite Power and Love.  Power is Love...you are Love and I love YOU as you are I.

So our life, full of myriads of situations, thoughts experiences that the mind will label as bad or good.  What do I do about them???  Why AM I experiencing these situations that I don't like?  Who AM I?

Firstly I understand everything IS PERFECT!  It can only be perfect....reality is a beautiful balance of divine physics.  But it sure doesn't feel like it!  This is because we are living and experiencing a tiny part of reality!  We are walking talking and experiencing a snippet of what really exists.  Why is this???

Reality is created from a shared vision of, in essence...ONE mind reflecting and refracting into many different aspects of consciousness from the ONE source. 

Eckhart Tolle is a part of me that explains this concept very well.  He is a part of you too as we are all one creating our reality together in the form of shared memories stored in the fields of stillness outside of our minds.

Eckhart writes and teaches with a beautiful connection to the source.

Each face of source works and translates the message of Love in a beautiful and unique way and have done throughout our history.

I would like to offer my Love as a gift to myself.

To explain how reality works I will use an analogy.  This analogy is to help the present limited program run mind to step aside and allow the full you to link with a part of your light that flickers in a very dark hole. 

This message will give oxygen to your light and will make it burn bright but don't let these words be the fuel...realise that it's YOU giving the oxygen in the form of me writing this blog!

YOU can turn up the gas...you just have to realise it...and for this the oxygen is needed. 

BE your own gas once the fire is burning bright...take responsibility for YOU and as ONE we will take responsibility for ALL. 


We are like computers.  There is a source of power and it is running the computer and will always run the computer without judgement of what the computer performs.

Now.  The computer is at first switched off...the possible programs that the computer can run don't actually exist...only as potentiality.  The power though is always there...the Source! 

The computer is then plugged into the power and turned on...the programs all fire up and the computer is alive...but only as programs!...The real power is the Source.

Everything is running very smoothly for a very long time but then a program gets a virus. 

Now the important thing to realise is that the power source doesn't judge the computer because it has a virus...how can it....it just keeps running the energy to power the computer! 

The program then becomes very convoluted and the virus spreads like wildfire throughout the whole system.

The computer used to run all sorts of wonderful programs filled with Love, Joy and Peace.  The Balance was wonderful! 

The virus has now stopped those programs from running smoothly.....they crash a lot!

The programs can be fixed though....Enter the Anti Virus!  The potentiality of Love filled programs still exist and the Anti Virus is how you can boot up the Love filled, Joyous Peaceful realities.....as you read you are experiencing the Anti Virus Now.

Now the Anti Virus only kicks in when things get so bad that it risks messing up the operating system and the computer itself may never start again.   

The ant-virus is set up in a way that it does not interfere and take the free will of the virus but allows the potential for cleaning...like a quarantine.  It offers the potential of cleaning but will not force the programs to heal.  It is against the programming of the Anti-Virus to force heal another program and if it were to force heal another it would catch the virus too!

All parts of the programs have the potential to heal but also all parts have the potential not to heal.  This is because they have become that convoluted they no longer even know what an anti-virus is yet alone allow it to help heal.  The Anti-Virus is Love.

The ant-virus can be sad that it cannot heal every part of itself or it can realise that the system is actually perfect even with the viruses.  It can only BE perfect because it is powered and in truth IS the Source!  It cannot and does not exist outside of source...it is intimately connected!

Now your mind may not fully grasp all of the analogy but let that BE OK.  Your mind is a tiny part of your system and at present is run by a program that has a virus.  It does not work properly! 

The particular virus that runs the mind wants to take control of you and convinces you that it IS you....YOU are NOT your mind! 

Your mind is part of your overall system but it is not fully you!  The mind has closed down other senses that allow you to realise and heal the program.  The Anti-Virus is here if you wish to link and reconnect with the rest of YOU.

This is our Reality NOW.  We have the potentiality to heal or not heal. 

In not healing we forget more and more of who we are until we become the smallest parts of source.  We are always part of source we just forget it....a lot like most of the reality field that we see....remember this is just a program that can be cleaned!

In healing we remember more and more of ourselves to the point we realise fully that we ARE Source!....not just understanding it but BEing I ! 

This is a very exciting journey because as we heal the programs we realise that we are creators too....heck we are creating our reality NOW but we just don't realise it! 

That is the power of taking responsibility....we take back our power...OUR LOVE and we create!...

If you could create ANYTHING what would you create?...Think like a child!...This is going to be magical!

If you feel inspired to share your creations on this blog please do in the form of a comment.  Now these realities exist because you are aware of them even though they feel like imagination! Hmmm Powerful!  I love YOU

I am writing this because I want to heal myself to experience the realities of Love, Joy and Peace again.  I also understand that this reality IS ME.  A projection from source.  I am the computer screen and the source.  I am connecting Now to source to heal the computer screen so I see the original Love filled program that I want to experience again.  I realise that YOU as I are part of this reality so.....I LOVE YOU

I have had many experiences through my life so far that have lead me to awaken to this reality.  And I can share these experiences to help heal myself.

As my girlfriend once put it.  "I'm leaving a trail of smarties to follow"

WE/SHE have a beautiful connection to OUR inner child!

The smarties have taken many forms, as life experiences, books, teachers, memories, awakenings. 

Since you are me and I am you.  I would like to fully realise and heal and in doing this I will share books and further life experiences.

As I write I have just had another inspiration.

My life so far has been full of things I dislike and despair with.  I am NOW taking full responsibility...what is it in me that is causing these dislikes?  I'm sorry, Please forgive me, Thank you, I Love you. 

In saying this I am taking full responsibility for MY reality, I am realising that I created this and I am asking myself to forgive ME.  I am giving gratitude to myself for being able to heal this situation and am connecting with Love, me at the most expanded state...to heal and Love myself.

I have been addressing one of the biggest programs in my life which is money.  This program is running heavily distorted through the whole of reality too.  This is ME, my issue to heal and in doing this it reflects to the other parts of me.

I am writing this as inspiration which lead me to amazon affiliate which allows me to put a link on this blog so that if anyone orders the books through the link the money is posted to my account.  You can do this too and in doing this you heal the program.  Who knows.  I will put no attachment to the outcome.  "I love you"

Three books that have really helped me expand are:


The Power of Now: A Guide to Spiritual Enlightenment
All about experiencing the Now moment....the power of source.  It is very easy to transcend programs and it happens NOW as you read this NOW.  Not in the future as future does not exist. 

There is only ever NOW.  The mind will not grasp the power of this and that is IT!  You have to bypass the mind to the stillness where life will flow naturally without the mind forcing its way, creating pain, fear, anger and hatred.  You can heal this NOW.


Zero Limits: The Secret Hawaiian System for Wealth, Health, Peace, and More
This is the book that helped me take responsibility for everything I experience as Me.  In saying I Love you, I am making it ever easier to experience the NOW. 

For me it was an expansion from the NOW to heal whatever presents itself in my reality.  It's a chance to heal old programs from within the NOW allowing me to be ever present.


Voyagers: Voyagers - The Sleeping Abductees v. 1 (Emerald Covenant CDT Plate Translations)
This book will explain the structure of reality.  The most beautiful book and set of teachings I have ever read.  I love that I have remembered these truths. The Anti-Virus :)

This book will lead you to remember the ABSOLUTE beauty of Creation and in Essence the Beauty of YOU...of LOVE.


I will be keeping this blog updated with whatever experience pops up in my reality to heal.  I will share the reality and allow the different parts of myself to heal too.  The healing may come as questions and for that I am grateful for the chance to heal myself.

I love YOU

Artisan , AZma'ta , REi'-ean
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